Endless Dreamer.

The thing about me, is that I get attached. Even if I became attached to you for a small amount of time, for whatever reason, part of me will always remember everything about you. The way you talked to me, smiled at me, touched me, smelled, sounded like, made me feel, everything. So when I see someone’s name, that I used to be close to, it all comes rushing back. The recognition, the memories, the senses, all of it. It’s the weirdest feeling ever. Even if I see their name pop up on chat, or if they post something. Of course, I don’t have those feelings for them anymore. But seeing their name makes me remember. I remember how it started, and how it ended, and everything in between. I think it’s really interesting sometimes. This person and I, may have known each other a few years back. Until they moved schools, and told me it wasn’t going to work anymore. The whole “Just friends” speech. It’s a funny feeling. I don’t know how to explain it. I mean, I’m not longing for that feeling anymore, obviously I have someone now who gives me those feelings plus more. It’s very silly, and very weird, to just remember like that.